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Grey Matter

by C.J. Robertson & 2nd Son

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    Running time: 34m:27s

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1.
Y3K 02:57
If you want me baby you got me I’ll come running to your side If you want me baby you got me Tell me all that you desire I just want to make you smile
2.
No Contest 03:27
You the type of girl make a man go crazy 
One hit off you—everything that I got I’m giving it up 
Listen baby I was thinking Maybe we could have a little one on one I’d talk it out but I’d rather get nasty
 Can I demonstrate that for you
? Won’t you come a bit closer 
Can I tell you a little secret baby?
 All this time I’ve been searching 
I never found a damn thing like you 
You can feel free to correct me
 But you're the perfect mix between love and lust
 The way you win my heart with no contest
 Got me strung along I must confess
 Loosen up that rope around my neck
 And I hate to admit it, girl—but I love it
 How did they make you so perfect, baby?
 You see I always had a record of never having what I want
 No reciprocation, got jaded, sink or swim approach 
Frustrated Been plagued through the disarrays
 No wonder why I feel the need to be a different place
 On a planet fucked as this Finding you is like wow 
Does it really all exist?
 Baby girl you bring the hope like Leia 
So let me cast a holograph R2 can share 

3.
There’s something in the way gotta let you know
 I can’t tell if it’s just cardiac Or if you just digging down deep within my soul When I first saw you I didn’t know that I was in trouble I didn’t see the sand baby 
Guess who’s sinking now?
 Was it something that I said Or you just sensitive?
 (Little sensitive baby) Baby, if you need me to go on trial I’mma testify I’mma testify
 All I got for you is love And I know for sure
 Let me prove it girl 
Won't you hear me out 
 See I was just floating along
 I’ve been doing what I wanna do
 Then you came Crash landed on through 
I’m rethinking what I’m meant to do What do I need to do
 to get this through to you
 Cuz there’s one thing One thing for certain, girl 
Pretty mamma I’m convinced I’m meant for you
 You think I like it Every day
 Waking up with you Got you on my brain It’s enough to make a man go insane You’re like salt up in the wound baby
 Your type of tempting It’s not a game Always love to put me back up in my place I count the minutes I count the hours 
Baby girl why you treat me so sour?

4.
Bridges 03:21

Listen baby I’m sorry
 if we got off on the wrong foot 
Think I might’ve had a couple one two more then I should’ve Wow
 This is what happens when you’re feeling so sure of yourself In hindsight I think I burnt a couple bridges back there Maybe I should’ve thought before I acted 
Oh well I guess it all adds up in the end
 Hold up 
I think that’s what Buddha said All this confusion that’s going on (In the World)
 Faced with the brink of destruction
 I think I hear a bomb droppin’ in the background 
(Damn, that's some fucked up shit) 
So let’s make love not war

 While they're out burning bridges all day long
 We can build those bridges all night long 
While they're out burning bridges 
We can be building bridges We can be building bridges We can be building bridges 
Did anybody else wake up from the slumber 
And realize that we’re in a generation of take from you and give to me Don’t worry it’ll stack up all one day And what goes around comes around Just like the way it’s meant to be What’s up with all this hate and no love? 
It’s like we forgot there’s something up above So many distractions to keep you busy
 No justice but just us, baby
 As if it wasn’t hard enough
 And always got the man tryna get you down But tonight we got a reason to put it down While they're out burning bridges all day long
 We can build those bridges all night long 
While they're out burning bridges 
We can be building bridges We can be building bridges We can be building bridges
5.
Karma 02:55
I steer clear from a distance
 With all these big problems Ain’t nobody tryna touch it with a ten foot pole Let alone pole for the right cause Ain’t it all so so so sad
 Boo hoo
 Nowadays everybody just scraping along
 Tryna spread that lil bit of cheese on the Triscuit
 Isolating all alone in your homes and now you feel like a misfit 
In almost every case money move the world
 Distraction through the tech and the trinkets
 Connection to your world sold separate

 All those ills that you spread trickle down Karma come back around It’s never too late to turn it around Karma come back around

 You should listen before you speak
 Cuz I ain’t in it for the flavour of the week I’ve been in it for a minute
 And I played the games
 And I’m so through with no call to action from other lames
 What happened to it?
 Thought you were in it for the love of it
 But you just love the way it looks
 So you ain’t in it for the art? You just in it for the stacks and the sky rise and a lake view and a lav life with a bad bitch on the side Do I sound right? 
If not, how come everything I see on tv Modelling how I need to behave 
All this time thinking I need to change to be me 
Bitch please I’m just tryna feed up on this substance
 I ain’t got no time for any sustenance
 This value system corrupted and its twisted
 Benchmarked by the traders and their highest bidders
 No use for chug chugging for change
 Instead I’m chugging my bank account wrapped in brown bags And even if I’m lucky and I start a little flame
 Just watch—probably spend it on a range
 Remember at the end of the day
 All you got is your brain 
Fore it all goes down the drain
6.
Past Life 02:52
Wait I ain’t tryna freak you out
 But I think I know you from a past life
 Couple times we’ve been reincarnated and I know myself now
 Took me sometime but I’m figuring it out now 
How can you go off so easy on a topic so profound?
 Remember back in the old days when we was laying back on the grass Contemplating all the big things in life
 Remember those days? No phone and no tv yea yea
 Making out just to check and make sure that the universal laws work And they work 
Still
 On this plane everything is assembled wrong 
It’s all upside down
 You could see it for yourself

 Lately I’ve been searching Got big questions but no answers
 And I get the feeling deep inside And I’ve waited for ya
 Since my past life And after all ain’t life just one big old detour? 
Sometimes it take you to some places that’s so bizarre
 New angles of the frame that shapes me Make me want to stop (Stop) And just sit with that for a lil bit
 You could be that foil to my blues
 Shimmer in your eyes like the stars above
 Got an X factor I can’t put my finger on 
Part cosmic Part mystical Part grounded on the earth
 Where have you been all this time? So you’re telling me you’ve been on a plane
 That was always there all along 
And I just never took the time to see it and change 
I can feel my stomach taking a turn on me 
And everything that I am from here on out is inside out
 Think about it Lately I’ve been searching Got big questions but no answers
 And I get the feeling deep inside And I’ve waited for ya
 Since my past life
7.
Listen 02:38
Is there anybody out there Or am I on my own
 With the moonlight shining down on my soured soul
 And the four walls closing in is worse than the mirror Of the corner of my mind And the pressure has been breaking down my walls
 And I know I’m not getting much closer anytime soon—fore The more I extricate myself I fall 
Into the background of my soul
 Is anybody listening Or am I just alone in the corners of my mind
 With the corners of my mind
8.
Signing Off 02:03
Listen world Just sending this to let you know Got in a little hiccup about 5 years ago Got swallowed up—sucked into a black hole Just got thrown out the other side It’s a nice way of saying I ain’t coming home At all At least not any time soon Each hour feels like a year And even with no gravity
 The weight still find a way to hold me down Guess that’s just the price you pay For the answers that are just so hard to define I’ve been seeking my whole life to find a meaning at a distance
 To realize it was all in front of me the whole time 
And for that you know I’m sorry I’m sorry

 But you will never be alone 
By the time you get the message I won’t be alive 
But you will never be alone 
By the time you get this message I won’t have survived my mission baby But I’ll be in spirit with you all the time
9.
Hello it’s been a while I’ve been expecting your call And the fruits are ready in season No need for a reason You can keep your explanation Everything that’s willed to be will come to fruition Picking up like yesterdays Never felt like it was so far away Never appreciate what you have until it’s gone I know it takes some time Old hearts been worse for wear Put that intention into better days And it comes with the season of change I know it hurts sometimes It’s so much harder to heal that heavy heart But I know it’s getting better over the years Those expectations put you in a role That you don’t recognize and now you’re cold And you done boxed up yourself and you put yourself on hold Why you pursuing every goal that's gonna get you gold? Now you upset cuz you conformed and now you fit the mould And now you gotta break it down so you can get to the root So you can sow those seeds next time I know it takes some time Old hearts been worse for wear Put that intention into better days And it comes with the season of change I know it hurts sometimes It’s so much harder to heal that heavy heart But I know it’s getting better over the years
10.
Other Side 02:08
So much realer than the real thing Or maybe it’s a dream come true When I’m with you I’m no different from the background The focus been put on you It’s like a dream I thought we could take some time baby Just me and you I’ve been tripping off the other side baby You know I still got my sights set on you See if it’s right with you I wanna get deeper into you
11.
Mirage 02:54
Another novice move, I lost it all Running with scissors now I’m cut apart And I gambled it all off on a dream of you Thoughts of you night and day The desert of my dreams I’m high and dry My fingers crossed, just a mirage Well I’m hoping so Right where I left it It’s my heart no turning back I’ve been searching this dimension and it’s a fact It’s true Nobody can do it quite like you do Ring ring, guess who on the other line? Tuning into your dreams from the next wave from your next life Took long enough to find Meridith and get the life lines I’ve been calling collect And I keep ringing you cuz I can get through And I’m wondering Do you ever think of me like I think of you? Remember those old times looking up at the stars all night long I’ll tell you one thing before I let you go Next time you look up in the night sky You ain’t never be alone No one can do like you do
12.
Grey Matter 02:12
You think it’s over You take the easy route Try and run away Thought we’ve been through this all before Time and time again Don’t you think it’s getting old? Especially when you know you’re meant to merge with the cycle There’s something in you still attached to You ain’t letting go no no no no no I’ll hold the space for you and me It can’t be like it used to be Remember when you wake Most times it feels realer than a dream Sometimes I feel like the sweetest moments are so far away Till I remember when the dream I dream gets the best of me I’ll hold the place for you and me to discover A dream within a dream Stuck in the grey matter

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released September 3, 2021

BRUNO PENABRANCA
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C.J. ROBERTSON
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2ND SON
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Drums & Percussion
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2ndson.com

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